a blog by bekah

(This is a now page, last updated 18 April 2026)

personal

Lately I spend my time feeling guilty about not doing enough creative hobby stuff in my 'spare' time. I'm mentally exhausted after work, and I want to relax on the weekend! Planned several trips for this year so those are propelling me forward. At the same time, I lament the feeling that time moves by so quickly.

work

Working hard and enjoying the work. Enjoying experimenting with AI even though it's uncool.

environment

Always mixed feelings about spring. It'll be a long time until the cooler weather returns, so I appreciate every brisk morning knowing it might be the last. But there's something special about the blooms and greenery and newness.

world

What even is there to say?! I tend to try to maintain a private life and preserve the inner happiness I've learned to self-generate.